For some reason, I'm questioning the ethics of self-gratification.  My fear is indulging myself too much when it's undeserved or possibly deteriorating to other aspects that I should be focused on.  But then aren't I always about happiness and enjoying myself, blah blah?  Haha, you know it's a sad day when I'm grappling with indulgence.  But better to take advantage now when I still can rather than later, when I can't and I am in a lake of regret.

This is mos def a white whine.